just a few random things....
first of all
ever since i read an article about how pamela anderson avoids eating by brushing her teeth whenever shes hungry.....my brain has subconciously been leading me to the washroom at the weirdest times...and when i actually think about it
its like its actually sending me a message to brush my teeth... weird but i guess i really wanna loose weight that bad
even though im not faT FAT but im like gaining weight and its a family tendency to just pile up on pounds so yeah ive cut back on my eating...which btw was a great feat for me
yesterday morning i faced my ultimate temptation...cheese manakesh that is just sold early in the morning in my university and ive never chanced upon to find...but yesterday they were lying in front of me freshly baked complete with the delicious layer of melted mozarella cheese. The whole time i was telling myself "i must not eat it...no matter how utterly delectable it looks...noo it doesnt even matter that its never available when i want it and ifs the only one left"....after a long time of staring like 5 minutes because my friend who was with me ordered and was collecting her manakeesh and i totally wanted to kill her for putting me through the utter torture...she goes like "take it"...and finally my stomach won over my mind "but hey...i really did put up a good fight you kow" anyways i turned around to buy it
and guess what
Another girl took it...and i felt relieved..seriously no manakesh no tension
the reason for not having it was the fact that i have a heavy breakfast in the morning (courtesy mother dearest:P)
so i really wasnt hungry....but a temptation is ..after all a temptation:P
another thing is that...sometimes i feel that some people closest to who really do love me (thats what i feel) are not always what they seem to be...like always hiding something i really dont know why but ive found out somethings which actually add to the fact....and it really does nag me at times..............
and another thing is that i completely hate it when people blame me for things i havent done!!!!
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