Global Day, cinderella and 9 o clock

I had an amazing time this thursday at the AUS global day
seriously i wish i could have stayed a little longer....but its pretty shocking that my grandparents did not have any qualms about me staying out of the house for more than 12 hours:P...overall i had fun except the part where i tripped down the auditoriums stairs...and fell on my knees....its a good thing that the lights were off....it was pretty embarassing anyways....if the lights would have switched on i'd have died of mortification...end result....one of my sandals broke....and i had to walk with the broken on as it was just half broken .....i couldnt even break both of the heels ala vampire diaries cuz the heel just wouldnt come off =\
with the i realise that ive always tripped in such places...often resulting in a broken shoe....but anyways the shows were simply amazing i mean seriously WOW....and i was with my closest circle of friends which made it all the more awesome xD
apart from all that when i was there i wasnt even tired but on the way back in the car all i wanted to do was sleep....i was soo tired
my legs hurt like hell and my eyes were red
and still i could say i had a blast....i kind of felt like a twisted version of cinderella but instead she had to reach home by 12 and the lost shoe replaced with a broken one:P:P

anddd i love my friends:D~

random-ized

just a few random things....
first of all
ever since i read an article about how pamela anderson avoids eating by brushing her teeth whenever shes hungry.....my brain has subconciously been leading me to the washroom at the weirdest times...and when i actually think about it
its like its actually sending me a message to brush my teeth... weird but i guess i really wanna loose weight that bad
even though im not faT FAT but im like gaining weight and its a family tendency to just pile up on pounds so yeah ive cut back on my eating...which btw was a great feat for me
yesterday morning i faced my ultimate temptation...cheese manakesh that is just sold early in the morning in my university and ive never chanced upon to find...but yesterday they were lying in front of me freshly baked complete with the delicious layer of melted mozarella cheese. The whole time i was telling myself "i must not eat it...no matter how utterly delectable it looks...noo it doesnt even matter that its never available when i want it and ifs the only one left"....after a long time of staring like 5 minutes because my friend who was with me ordered and was collecting her manakeesh and i totally wanted to kill her for putting me through the utter torture...she goes like "take it"...and finally my stomach won over my mind "but hey...i really did put up a good fight you kow" anyways i turned around to buy it
and guess what
Another girl took it...and i felt relieved..seriously no manakesh no tension
the reason for not having it was the fact that i have a heavy breakfast in the morning (courtesy mother dearest:P)
so i really wasnt hungry....but a temptation is ..after all a temptation:P

another thing is that...sometimes i feel that some people closest to who really do love me (thats what i feel) are not always what they seem to be...like always hiding something i really dont know why but ive found out somethings which actually add to the fact....and it really does nag me at times..............
and another thing is that i completely hate it when people blame me for things i havent done!!!!