Have you ever felt so wretched that you are disgusted at yourself..?have your ever felt the pain of seeing your family fall apart, relationships break and sadness and pain strike you like a thunderbolt...thats what im feeling today watching hearing my dad voice his concern over us, the following silent argument with my mom...watching the tie of relationships loosen even though no breaking...it feels like two threads joined together on their last strand...which is soo feeble and so weak that a gust of wind may break it.
sometimes we become so selfinvolved we dont see whats happening around us...to the extent of even overlooking the people around us who are right there waiting for us to turn around with a look of affection and a smile in our eyes...and what do we do...we take them to be a compulsion, an unwanted distraction from our time
in todays world we give more time to the computer and mobile phone than our loved ones and im not blaming the others i belong the the blamed as much as the person next to me....we can live without our loved ones but without our computer we cannot imagine how our life would be
our friends thoughts and advices value much more than our parents....talking to our friends is much more important than talking to our family....
we hate going to family gatherings because we are not very fond of a few particular relatives
but when with our friends we can stand the people we hate just to be with them.....
talking to your dad or mom regarding your life is embarassing...but talking to your boyfriend/girlfriend is "sharing your problems with someone"
in todyas worlds relationships are disintegrating we are more dependant on technology than love
everything is a compulsion a duty....we live a meaningless existance and we refuse to believe it
we care about no one but ourselves
we do not care about the future or the past, peace or war, calamity and death we live an unexamined life but the truth is...our life will be examined...we will be questioned but Allah (SWT) what we made of our lives what we did what we did not do
the question that arises is will we be able to answer?
and if we are what will we say?
we wasted our lives doing nothing...when we think about life it is a pointless existance we are living...surely there must be a reason why we are here....even though deep inside the answer is within us we are here for a purpose which we know and recognise very well...only we refuse to see it...even when its glaring right into our faces...we continue to live an unexamined life..
May Allah (SWT) help us all
